It feels wrong to behave weirdly all of the time when there is a beautiful person inside. But it does not matter because I can't control myself and the nervousness that are there all of the time. I don't really want to do that any longer because that was the reason that I did not really have any person in my life to love just because I can't talk to any girl. Even when adulthood already came the same problems has bugged me and there seems to be nowhere to go or no one to love. Even though I was really hoping for a change and a person to come who is going to be alright in experiencing all of the negativity that was in my mind. It did not really changed anything because the more that I grew older the more that my life started to worsen. I don't know how to do the right thing any longer. Because I thought that there was an opportunity to make a relationship with someone work out. But at the end of the day I don't know how to handle any kind of woman in my life. It just feels terrifying all of the time that it happened to me. Not knowing how to do the right thing is really hard. As time goes by the more that it worries my heart. There just not going to be any one who could make a huge difference at all. It has been the same story over and over again. And it's hard to live that way all of the time. Not knowing how to deal with a lot of situation seemed to me never ending problems that need to be fixing. There are still a lot of problems that I want to fix over and over again. And at the end of the day having a London escort in my life just feels right. I don't want to keep on going through the same problems all of the time. And when I had been able to discover a London escort it just feels like it's going to make a huge difference in my life and I was not wrong. The first London escort that I was with was named Alison. Her lively personality and she was an attractive person made it so that she was a totally package. That’s why I was able to fall in love with her immediately. I don't know that there would be able problems in my life with her in my corner. I just know that she is a very kind person who is always consistent when it comes to love. The more that we got closer the more that we felt more connected with each other. That’s why I want to try as hard as I could to make a huge difference in her life and experience all of the love that she can give because I don't really want to lose her at the end of the day.